Wrestling is on....but I can't watch it. Cuz of my dad....I always felt apart from my father. I used to be the daddy's girl, but eversince I became 8 years old, I felt like we were growing apart. He doesn't know how many boyfriends I've had, he doesn't know if I've been on a date before, and he thinks I'm 15. I'm 13, that's 2 years difference. And, he keeps calling me Jennifer, which is my sister's name. It's like...I don't matter anymore... That really pisses me off. That's the reason why I'm not home often, and if I am, I don't come back early. But every time I come home, he's like, "Oh, since when did you leave the house?" My dad doesn't care about me...and so I don't give a crap about him.
He is always saying and telling people how smart and brilliant my older sister is and he always tells me how stupid I am. And he literally tells me I'm stupid, like, "Jennifer--I mean Rose, you're stupid." I hate him more than the world, bcause he doesn't get it! He actually thinks I'm gonna be a virgin till I'm like, 30! Is he retarded?! AND he's always ripping on some of my friends jest because they are gay! That's so not cool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He's racist and he's bias and he deserves to rot in hell! I know people say that all the time, but unlike them I actually mean it. Dad always blames everything on me! If he bumps into the bowl of popcorn during his stupid movies in the living room, he calls me and I have to run downstairs from my room and he yells at me for spilling his popcorn! I know, what an a**!!!!!!!!
I'm so mad. Ciao.
 Shinobi_Shuriken · Mon Sep 19, 2005 @ 01:35am · 0 Comments |
