Is it right for my parents to get divorced and then for my father to get married to his ex-girlfriend from about four years ago a couple months after the divorce? Well my father believes he has the right because now I have a step-mother and step-sister that I don't like...
Stupid thing is my father files divorce with his new wife, who he was only with for a month, and trys to get back with my mother...saying that he misses us and wants to be a family again. What is the right thing to do? Should I forgive him and let him come back with open arms or forgive him but keep him at an arms length?
I have forgiven him but I don't think I can come to trust him anymore...not the way I use to...I can't see my father only the man who left me with a broken home to go live happily with another woman and her child. I envied Courtney because she got the dad I never had...the nice loving father that took you to places and told you he cared about you, while I got the father that didn't want me around...the father that would lock himself in his room and play video games until dawn, the father that would never say he loved you or cared what you did and always looked disappointed in your choices.
I don't know what to do anymore...should I move back down south and be the family I never got the chance to have or should I stay in a place I finally belong where people don't judge me or question me about my personal life. Do I really want to go again? Do I really want to leave all my friends again? Do I really want to be a family? Will I lose the one I love because of my choice..?
 Mini Massacre · Sat Sep 06, 2008 @ 02:28am · 0 Comments |
