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metaphorically speaking.
METAPHORICALLY SPEAKING.

Or not?

Metaphor.Sorry.
A bit too dramatic, but ..I guess it's a metaphor for now.
I'm just sick and tired of the same old bs.
It's starting to get really old.

And I have the confidence to ask out Yuki,
it's just that
I fear he likes Mero more.

Like everyone else.
:/

LIKE EVERYONE ELSE.

MERO IS ALWAYS BETTER.
SHE'S OH SOO MUCH OUTGOING
AND WAY BETTER LOOKING.


Hell, I'm boring.
Quiet & shy,
and not the best looking person around.

:/

But you never know until you ask.
But f-ck that.

I've noticed, whenever I like someone
the next day I realize it,
Mero has their attention.
MERO, has THEIR ATTENTION.

Yet I'm told I have a chance with them?
LIKE HELL I DO.

I've contradicted myself.
"Love isn't life."
No, it isn't.
But I let it take over my life.
I mean, what do I do?
ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.

I'm sure I have no friends at this point. So damn it.

But you know what?
I don't care.

Tomorrow, I die.

Either way,

I'm dead.







And I hope you all have a happy ******** life.