Im so tired... I just want to go to sleep and never wake up... that would fix everything... I can feel my heart beating weaker than ever before... im afraid that if i sleep i wont ever wake up... for the first time, i want what i fear.
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I think it too...
But then... I fear what might happen...
In my mind, I've considered, no, wished that life was just an everlasting nightmare, only to be ceased by death.
But then... I got to thinking that it might just be the opposite...
Life could be a dream... and death is when we come upon reality, that is far worse then we could ever dream.
And even more so... it scares me that my life source seems to be fading too... I've given up on life on several occasions... and it resulted in my near death, because my body gave up too.