He decided not to pay anyone today. Tomorrow, we'll get paid, he says. And tomorrow, if he conveniently "forgets" to pay me, I'll "forget" that his shins are not appropriate targets for an aluminum baseball bat. I got a letter from my college demanding tuition payments. Ergh. It'll ruin my credit if I don't pay this damned thing. Well, there's a post office nearby. I'll get a money order and pay off maybe 1/3 of the bill all at once. Ah... I'm tired. As usual. Nothing new, I guess. My boss says he's gonna try to get me a desk job, if my uncle's ready to return to work on Monday. What the hell. I thought he was fired for good. Meh, doesn't really matter anyway. It's all the same, really. Plus, if I'm stuck in the office all day, I won't get to see all the good-looking people outside. Although I hate people... I don't know. I can't decide what's better. Speaking of good-looking people, I had to deliver a passport to some woman at a modeling agency today. I've never seen a bigger collection of beautiful dimwits. They just piled truth onto the "pretty but stupid" stereotype. Tons of mindless chatter involving how some anorexic teen would look posing alongside various foreign animals. You know... that could sound rather sinister, had this not been a "modeling" agency. But I know nothing about THAT sort of thing at all... My room is a mess again. I'm too tired to clean it. Tomorrow's Friday anyway, so I guess I can do it then. God, I'm glad the week is nearly over! It felt like it would never end! I was in such a good mood earlier on this week. What the hell happened to me? And how come nobody talks to me anymore? I keep getting ignored by my "friends." Brushed off, cast aside. Again. As ******** usual. Well. Andrey doesn't ignore me. ********, he doesn't ignore me, even when he's the one who put me on "friendship suspension" for blurting out parts of the Advent Children movie.
Says a little something about all of YOU, now, doesn't it?
You know what? Forget all of that. I'm in a foul mood. Give it a few minutes, it'll blow over.
Bleeding Apocalypse · Fri Sep 16, 2005 @ 12:15am · 2 Comments |