My Life Is Too Twisted and Confusing to Live, So...
I talked to Tolga for a while today. He recently asked me to come by his house again, so I did. I think...it was a mistake for me to go there. Tolga kissed me. I tried to say something, but instead, I ran away. He kept telling me how sorry he was and that he loved me, but I just couldn't return those words to him. I told him that I'm in love with Zuko. But it turns out, things just keep getting worse. The day before the invasion, Zuko kissed me, and I thought he felt the same about me as I did for him...He lied to me. This is exactly the same as that time on the beach. We kiss, and it means ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to him. I've now realized how twisted my life has gotten ever since my memories returned. My life is too twisted and confusing to live any longer, so I'm running away again. But this time, I'll make sure nobody can find me.
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