well, for the first day, i can't say i had quite the psycho energetic start as last time, but that's good cuz i don't wanna burn out. i mean, no point in wasting all the pep in me if it's gonna fade within time. anyways, i would say today was pretty good nonetheless. ashleigh came home and we talked a lot and it wasn't angry or anything. i'm trying to find an easy way to break to my parents that i don't believe in religion, but i still love God;i mean, hes God. he's cool! anyways, i'll find a way. it'll prolly be easier to convince mommy i'm not religious than to tell her i'm gay, so i've been through the hardest part.
i'm really tired, but i don't wanna get offline, cuz i'm hopeful that someone will talk to me. i dunno. i feel so dependant lately. but the more of a loner i am, the more depressed i am, so it's ok to be a bit dependant every now and then. i think i just need a reason to feel happy is all, and the best is through friends.
my cd just ended. imma go get another.
and prolly a soda while i'm up.
yeah, i should stop typing now. that's just another update to let my few faithful readers (like, 2) know that it's all good so far. i love you guys.
later
 the_forgotten_thought · Sat Jul 19, 2008 @ 08:39pm · 0 Comments |
