no seriously..i'm talking both ways..emotionally and physically. it pains me when i'm breathing heavily at night..well early in the morning like at 2. and whenever i look at certain pplz's profiles..it start hurting. i don't know why but i'm also having this dream in black and white. there's a lot going on. it is a city scene. but i was in the background watching. i woke up crying from my heart pains. it feel like aching and 500 needles piecring it from all directions and the breathing kinda pauses for a long time. and i'm getting crying sessions when i'm on gaia. it hurts even more when that happens. and look,i'm not trying to be an attention whore ((not like anyone'll read this anyway)) i'm just trying to tell the truth. and to be honest,it's 2:30 and i cant sleep because of the heart pain
ddr-f-a2 · Sun Jun 29, 2008 @ 07:29am · 1 Comments |