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Its funny....I don't why I do the things I do. Maybe I'm too soft with or maybe I just feel like idk...its kinda hard to explain. You end up do something and that something disappears. But for some reason that something doesn't leave and it tugs and tugs trying to break you down. Your not able to let go no matter how hard you try...almost like its a feeling of impossibility. Like your memory could be wiped but that feeling will still be there and you not knowing what it is will just make u go crazy. I dont know if anybody who reads is gonna be able to understand. I mean I know I'm not explaining alot here but thats how I wanna leave it at. I really just dont know where to go on this road.