You know, I hate the fact that I never realize something til afterwards, it pisses me off. So I was talking CJ last night (while WoWing of course) when he tells me that I should think about how I'd feel if he were talking perverted with his ex. Now me, being the jealous person that I am, would have had a damn hissy fit. Ranting, cursing, etc. But yeah that made me think it was like..'Just because my ex's happen to also be my best friends doesn't mean that it's not still awkward and hurtful to him' *face/palm* Anywho, I tried to laugh it off while I was talking to him, but really I felt like crying.Actually, I kinda cut myself earlier, but it wasn't because of him, my brother just really pissed me off. 6 slashes down my upper arm. I'm probably going to be a killer because it actually felt good to inflict pain. You can kinda see them 'cause they are red and the skin around them kinda swelled up.
Anyways, I made some necklaces out of polymers clay, I need to go to Gabriel's house (this 3 year old I was gonna baby sit) and see if his mother will let me use her oven, probably tomorrow tho lol. Uhm, I'm gonna make Naruto's sleeping cap later tonight too ^^. I swear I need a ninja headband, I'm get one soon tho lol My mom is ordering the 3-day pass to the anime con tomorrow -is excited- she is also buying a new camera. I'm trying to get our house clean so I can get a pet guinea pig, I wanted to name him Hermes but mom doesn't like that name. Today I went outside to sit with my mother, and Jaylon just happend to be getting home from school. I swear he's so ******** cute D: I would have jumped on him but my mom was having a nervous break-down and I don't think he likes me. His friend is kinda cute too lol. Uh...Dasha is moving to I don't even know where and uhm that's about it. I'm excited tho! Next month I get my drivers permit -dances- I'm so awesome. My half-cousin Preston asked me to make him another bunny hat with longer ears too ^^; Oh and if you guys are wondering, I have no idea why I seem so damn excited today because nothing exciting has happend. Though tomorrow I might go stalk the kid up the street. Gotta love a greek man <3 -drools- I noticed that cute guys have horrible personalities tho, might be the cockyness...sometimes it's a turn on for me but usually it is just annoying. Well, hey I gotta go, my step dad and older brother want to play WoW, just wanted to fill you guys in!~
Ciao!~
Peprika <3
 Peprika · Thu Mar 27, 2008 @ 11:02pm · 0 Comments |
