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Did we get this far just to feel your hate?
Did we play to become only pawns in the game?
Lately, I'm sure, a few of my friends have been worried about me, afraid that something has happened to me. Well for those that I haven't responded to yet, and for those that want another sense of "relief" here's me saying what I've told a few people already.
I'm not dead.
That's about it, lol. No, I was going through a state of depression, and I don't even know where it came from, I just got really bored and tired of everything and didn't feel like doing anything. Some of you may call it something different, but the Doctor said it was depression, and hey... what do I know? I'm not a Doctor...
I've recently started feeling better, don't feel like curling up in a corner and dying as much anymore, so I should be able to get myself online more often and hang out with the friends that I must apologize to for putting through this, not one of the brightest things I've ever done...
I'm gonna have to apologize for all the things I said, but didn't keep, I'm gonna have to apologize for not being on for my friends when they needed someone to talk to, to complain to, to b***h to. I'm a wall, I can take it, other peoples issues have never piled onto my own, so even in my state, I'm still able to take whatever my friends throw at me and not make myself feel any worse, less of course what their talking about is my fault, lol, then I can make an exception in that case, lol.
So on a final note before I log off and go shower for school, I should be on a little more regularly, still not making any promises, but I should be on a little more than what I've been doing so lately... This is like my first time on for more than 10 minutes in... what feels like 2 or 3 weeks or something.
So till next time...
I'm out
l8r
ninja
How blind can you be, don't you see?
You chose the long road, but we'll be waiting
 Dark Shadow Ninja2 · Tue Mar 18, 2008 @ 02:34pm · 1 Comments |
