Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

insanity. funny isn't it? how in second you can just snap and give into utter craziness. But is it really crazy? I mean, when you are just giving up sanity and doing crazy things, those crazy things are what you want to do, they're what you subconciously wanted to do all along but what your concious mind forbid for the sake of not apearing strange or different in the eyes of humanity. So really when you give into insanity and start doing crazy things, aren't you just being utterly true to yourself?
Think about it.
why am i writeing about insanity? well i'm listening to a very unusual song and it made me think.
The song is called Words by Kate Miller-Heidke. Give it a listen sometime, it's acualy pretty good.

Anyways, so i have started writeing my second song called 'Empty Faces'. I was working on it last night. It's stlll in the early editing stages, but even when it's done i'm not sure if i'll ever show anyone since i know if i do they'll instantly think i'm completely emo.
For example, here is a snapshot from line 2: "On the inside i'm dieing, my heart is bleeding, my soul is crying."
Emo huh? oh well, it's a very personal song so yah, dunno if i'll ever play it for anyone. So yes, by for now, not forever.