Saturday I'm gonna go to my friend's block party. And.. -smirks- I invited him. God, I'm so excited. My heart is in my throat and I just feel so jittery. I know that once we're together, we'll never wanna leave eachother's side. It feels nice to know that he's this crazy about me as I am about him. It just feels nice to finally have a guy that will show how he feels instead of being a decieving dickhead. He's not like.. sensative. But he's straightfoward about what he feels. No bullshit like "oh yeah I kinda have a girl, so let me lead you on for six months, kay?" :/
-sigh- I'm in love. Completely. I just can't stop thinking about him. I smile at the thought that we're not too far off from being official. I smile at the thought of him, and that's all the time. I sing a lot more. I've been writing more, more about happier events. I've fallen, and I can't get up.
"You've shown me what life can be
You put the colors into what I see
Sounds are more meaningful
Smells are sweeter
Tastes linger longer
You hold my hand
Like you hold my heart"
-Schizoid
 Refined Corruption · Thu Jul 07, 2005 @ 10:25pm · 2 Comments |
