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Always waiting for tomorrow
Always waiting for the new to come around
Well, my one Friend is somewhat getting on my nerve. He thinks that I'm following in my brother's foot steps and just making up excuses so that I don't have to go to school like him.
Well fine, believe that... but I'm not.
One, I don't eat properly, so me being sick often as I am, isn't a fake made up excuse cause I don't want to go to school. I throw up, I go back to sleep and don't go to school, don't see how that's what my brother does.
Two, I hate waking up so early like this, 6:00 in the god dam morning... Plus last night I tossed and turned all night and didn't actually fall asleep till 1:30, and he's bitching at me cause I woke up at 7:30, half an hour till school actually started. Not my fault I didn't fall asleep till 1:30 last night.
And third... I'm in a state of emotion depression. I'm sick of almost everything and everyone around me, sept for a select few. And I'm tired of being around the rest. They think that I'm just oh so happy with my life, but I'm not. I hate my life, I hate everything about my life, and I hate how the majority of my friends don't give a flying F**k about it.
I find it ironic that the people that I only know online care more than those that I know irl. Or it's just stupid...
Onto a lighter note. Me... and well iiSharpie for those who know her on Gaia, finally started talking again after a while. We kind of had a rough patch from about October 30th for about 3 and a half weeks. Then we talked again and then stopped again for about another month.
What we were going through isn't of all that much importance to any of you so don't bother asking. We're hopefully over it, for the most part, now, and I'm happy to just being able to talk to her again. If things get better or worse from here, least we'll be able to talk to each other about it and not just assume stuff...
And well that's it for today.
I'm home cause I didn't get up till about 7:30 this morning cause again, I didn't fall asleep till 1:30 last night due to lots of tossing and turnings.
Till Next time
l8r
ninja
Still waiting for the grass that's greener
Always waiting for anything but now
 Dark Shadow Ninja2 · Thu Dec 06, 2007 @ 01:29pm · 0 Comments |
