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Yeah, I'm writing this really loooooooooooooooooooooooong historical fiction book report so I'm bored out of my mind scream So here's a little something. Eer, alot of something XD
Having all you ever wanted isn’t always the best thing. Because if you have all you want there is nothing to dream for. If you have all you want, there is nothing to make you want. If you have all you want, you get bored with it, get bored with life. Because, there is nothing you want. So you shut yourself off from the world, your friends try to help but you push them away. In the end you have no friends, you have all you ever wanted but you still feel empty. You miss one thing, wanting. Wanting to be loved, wanting to be cared about, wanting a reason, wanting an answer. But you have all that; you just don’t know what to do with it. You no longer dream, you think that life is nothing without want. The words want, wanting go through your mind millions of times, you toss and turn, trying to dream, but you cannot. Your thoughts are blank, you are so tied up in yourself you forget about every one else. So you sit down in your pile of nothing, dreamlessness and hopelessness. Alone by your mistake, wishing you did different. There is one thing you want but cannot have; the power to change the past. What’s done is done, nothing more. The book is closed, the “the end” has come about. Nothing more to say, you wrecked your life, and wish to heal it, mend the wounds. But it will all fall apart again. The last bit of what heart you had left, broken, unmendable. Wishing isn’t the same as wanting, you wish but you do not want. Your dreams have come true, but that is the end. You say you want nothing, well it’s a lie. Everyone wants, you may have what you think you want but you don’t. There is more to life than wanting, you can dream without want, you can dream towards the future. The future is grasped in the palm of your hand, like clay. You mold it how you wish it to turn up. It can be either a disaster, or a masterpiece. Only fate will tell.
 Othello_ollehtO · Tue Nov 27, 2007 @ 11:16pm · 0 Comments |
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