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al i can sya is don't keep them bottled up for him......lossen the cap just s knotch get only get the feelings you need... or just tell him that you luv him back

no.... i'm talking about other stuff.... not just him............ damnit, how confusing can life get?

That's ok. Cry. Cry untill your heart comes floating out of your throat. Just make sure nobody sees you. Or if they do, make sure it's who you know would comfort you, not think less of you. As long as you let the bottle open sometime or other. It's very unhealthy otherwise. And if he loves you, there's no reason not to tell him that you love him. You don't have to fear rejection or anything. If you're not comfertable enough around him to be totally open, then when can you be? Also, good luck on the drawing. It can be a complete and utter pain, I know. Just... Keep trying I guess. But don't let yourself get frustrated over it. Maybe try tracing the good parts onto another piece of paper and then redoing the bad parts. There. That's today's piece of lame advice.

1. no one ever finds me crying, i'm too good at hiding
2. i have told him i love him, i just... like i've said before it's like a romantic movie, i just don't know my lines!!!
3. i have done that before... i seriously have..... have u ever done a drawing where if it's in one direction (the direction it's easier to draw) you see it as perfect, but if u turn it in the other direction (the direction it's meant to be looked at) it's horrible.... well yeah....
4. it's not that lame...if u were to tell it to a dumb blonde who didn't know a single thing....