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I chosed to write about death today.
I don't know, my parents was kind of laughing today about one of their friends or someone dying... I had to delete this person's cell number off my mom's cell because she said she's dead. Do I believe that?
I think I quite do but it feels weird... I mean, I know people who actually died... my mom's older sister's friend's son died. His name was Kevin and he was 10 years old turning 11... He died in the amusement park because he was riding on a water slide. He has heart problems, you can say because he cannot sustain excitement or else it would be... you know... I remember when we always go to my cousin's house, he's there, playing basketball with me and watching Fairly OddParents, correcting when I say "Fairy God Parents" which was still true.
I remembered the last time I saw him... we were on swings... messing around on our cousin's swings. That was the last time I saw him.
And then... there goes the person who crushed on me's mom died. Yeah, I guess you going to say "*gasp* someone liked Tommy?!"
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Okay, I was kidding, I probably don't think you'll say that... but whatever. She died of cancer... and I found out pretty long ago maybe after half a year since the girl who crushed on me moved to Dominican Republic. Now I question it, out of subject/context, hispanics crush on me... haha.
Anyways, her mom was like... a mom to me in a way. I never thought of it really but when I see her sometimes when I was younger, she would always give me a kiss on the cheek and say "aww, you're so cute." Yeah, that was the time. She bought me gifts on christmas... yeah.
The girl told me to believe in God soon after that. Okay... to be honest, if no one knew, I'm atheist. I don't really believe in God in anyway without solid proof. I still respect christianity and any other religion that acknowledges God. But as soon as I thought of that, I questioned God. Why do I not believe in God?
I just like to give simple reasons.
1. God could be a myth. You cannot prove, and I cannot prove that there is a God or no God. We stand to believe in what we believe in because we have nothing else.
2. People often say God(s) would help you in anyway, protect you and heaven and hell exists. To be honest, I do say "go to hell" sometimes but that's rare now. Would we ever know if heaven and hell exists? No, because you would be gone from this world and probably likely to be reborn.
3. Then up there, it makes me think that this is "karma" known something like Buddhaism. I don't believe in reborn and what you good you do, you would get it back. Today's society does not give you that.
4. Science is science, I hear people say science cannot prove the Big Bang created the World. Just like the others, you cannot prove God created Earth and 8 planets, and a Sun.
5. So I tend not to prove anything but be more atheist.
Till God shows himself out and show what he is, he is nothing but a myth to me, but take no offense to it.
 S i l e n t o s · Sun Nov 18, 2007 @ 04:14am · 0 Comments |
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