KaiChan420 (11:58:36 PM): *sniffs*
Trowa066 (12:00:03 AM): i'm sorry
KaiChan420 (12:00:10 AM): ...
Trowa066 (12:00:21 AM): i should go
Trowa066 (12:00:26 AM): for good
KaiChan420 (12:00:30 AM): why?
Trowa066 (12:00:45 AM): my minds getting the best of me
KaiChan420 (12:00:52 AM): how so?
KaiChan420 (12:00:54 AM): D:
Trowa066 (12:01:16 AM): i'm questioning things i would never question
KaiChan420 (12:01:23 AM): no
KaiChan420 (12:01:27 AM): now you have to talk to me
KaiChan420 (12:01:52 AM): baby what are you doubting?
Trowa066 (12:02:12 AM): my choices, myself
KaiChan420 (12:02:26 AM): what is there to doubt aboutyoursef?
Trowa066 (12:02:40 AM): everything i do
KaiChan420 (12:02:45 AM): D:
KaiChan420 (12:02:59 AM): do you doubt loving me?
KaiChan420 (12:03:13 AM): ...?
KaiChan420 (12:03:32 AM): baby
Trowa066 (12:03:58 AM): i doubt being in love with you, or for that matter ever being in love
KaiChan420 (12:04:16 AM): ....why?
KaiChan420 (12:04:53 AM): baby please tell me why
Trowa066 (12:06:09 AM): i don't know
KaiChan420 (12:06:31 AM): *lovingly, tenderly kisses your lips*
KaiChan420 (12:07:32 AM): ....I know that I love you.
KaiChan420 (12:09:05 AM): please say something
Trowa066 (12:09:04 AM): i'm going to hurt you abby, i can see it
KaiChan420 (12:09:19 AM): *feels a pang in my heart*
KaiChan420 (12:09:48 AM): ...*shakes my head*
Trowa066 (12:10:21 AM): i can love you, but i shouldn't be your only one
KaiChan420 (12:10:53 AM): what are you trying to say, baby?
KaiChan420 (12:11:21 AM): you can love me?
Trowa066 (12:11:43 AM): i love you abby, but don't count on me
KaiChan420 (12:12:18 AM): ...I dont... i don't understand...
Trowa066 (12:12:35 AM): i'm sorry
KaiChan420 (12:12:54 AM): i don't understand
KaiChan420 (12:13:39 AM): why?
KaiChan420 (12:13:44 AM): what... what happened?
KaiChan420 (12:14:23 AM): don't you stop answering me
KaiChan420 (12:14:30 AM): not now
Trowa066 (12:14:34 AM): i'm sorry
KaiChan420 (12:14:44 AM): what happened today?
Trowa066 (12:15:18 AM): i was reminded that nothing lasts forever
KaiChan420 (12:15:34 AM): tell me, baby
KaiChan420 (12:15:43 AM): please
KaiChan420 (12:15:58 AM): what happened?
KaiChan420 (12:16:55 AM): tell
KaiChan420 (12:16:55 AM): me
KaiChan420 (12:16:56 AM): what
KaiChan420 (12:16:58 AM): happened
KaiChan420 (12:17:00 AM): now
KaiChan420 (12:17:38 AM): hey
Trowa066 (12:17:52 AM): its hard to explain
KaiChan420 (12:18:11 AM): so do your best, please, I'm so lost and confused...
KaiChan420 (12:19:43 AM): *lays my ears back against my head, looking into your eyes*
Trowa066 (12:19:54 AM): its ok
KaiChan420 (12:20:09 AM): baby TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU TODAY.
KaiChan420 (12:21:10 AM): don't ignore me
Trowa066 (12:21:34 AM): its ok i said
KaiChan420 (12:22:04 AM): *grips your shirt a little, growling exasperatedly* why won't you tell me what happened?
Trowa066 (12:22:30 AM): let it go
KaiChan420 (12:22:43 AM): ....
KaiChan420 (12:22:56 AM): you...
KaiChan420 (12:23:22 AM): *pokes your chest hard* you practically just told me we can't be together.
KaiChan420 (12:23:34 AM): i'm not gonna "let it go"
Trowa066 (12:24:45 AM): you're pushing me away
KaiChan420 (12:24:52 AM): ........
KaiChan420 (12:25:03 AM): *is taken aback*
KaiChan420 (12:26:04 AM): *cant think of anything useful to say*
KaiChan420 (12:26:31 AM): ..............what..did I do...?
Trowa066 (12:26:47 AM): you wont let it go
KaiChan420 (12:27:05 AM): that makes you love me less?
Trowa066 (12:27:53 AM): no
Trowa066 (12:27:58 AM): it angers me
KaiChan420 (12:28:40 AM): *shakes my head, tears welling in my eyes, I wrap my arms around you*......i'm sorry...
Trowa066 (12:29:28 AM): its ok
KaiChan420 (12:29:43 AM): i don't want you to leave me...
Trowa066 (12:30:14 AM): i'm not
KaiChan420 (12:30:38 AM): *holds my face closer against your chest*
KaiChan420 (12:35:31 AM): ...will you kiss me?
KaiChan420 (12:35:50 AM): baby please?
Trowa066 (12:35:51 AM): *kisses you softly*
KaiChan420 (12:36:01 AM): mm...
KaiChan420 (12:36:35 AM): ...don't scare me like that again, ok?
Trowa066 (12:36:46 AM): hm?
KaiChan420 (12:37:00 AM): i thought you were leaving me
KaiChan420 (12:37:46 AM): ...I dont' want to lose you
Trowa066 (12:37:55 AM): but one day you might
KaiChan420 (12:38:08 AM): *puts my finger over your mouth*
KaiChan420 (12:38:09 AM): shhh
KaiChan420 (12:38:53 AM): you love me now, right?
KaiChan420 (12:39:25 AM): baby?
Trowa066 (12:39:44 AM): yes
KaiChan420 (12:40:06 AM): you honestly love me?
Trowa066 (12:41:05 AM): yes
KaiChan420 (12:41:24 AM): *looks into your eyes*
KaiChan420 (12:41:36 AM): ...then love me until you can't anymore.
KaiChan420 (12:42:40 AM): *looks down* ....please...
Trowa066 (12:43:16 AM): i will
KaiChan420 (12:43:30 AM): promise me
KaiChan420 (12:43:56 AM): promise me you'll love me until you can't
KaiChan420 (12:44:49 AM): ....no matter if it's a short time or not.
Trowa066 (12:45:01 AM): ok
KaiChan420 (12:45:12 AM): promise me, Levar.
Trowa066 (12:45:30 AM): i promise
KaiChan420 (12:46:01 AM): *lays my head on your chest, fresh tears falling down my cheeks*
KaiChan420 (12:47:42 AM): ...
KaiChan420 (12:48:16 AM): when you're ready will you tell me what happened today?
Trowa066 (12:48:36 AM): one day
KaiChan420 (12:48:56 AM): ....i hope one day soon...
KaiChan420 (12:50:17 AM): kiss me again?
Trowa066 (12:50:48 AM): *kisses you*
KaiChan420 (12:51:28 AM): *quietly* I love you...
Trowa066 (12:52:05 AM): i love you too
KaiChan420 (12:52:30 AM): are you tired?
Trowa066 (12:54:22 AM): yes
KaiChan420 (12:54:36 AM): ...would you like to sleep?
Trowa066 (12:54:40 AM): yes
 KyraTidrox2112 · Sat Nov 17, 2007 @ 06:24am · 0 Comments |
