Heya, so I've been practicing guitar again today. I heart playing my guitar. It is one of the most awesome things that has happend to me. Infact, I think it calms me down the most, when I'm upset about something. And I just go on and on about something, if I'm mad enough, but when I go pick up my guitar, I'm calm again and then the problem hits me in the face, like, I guess I could have been nicer, I know, that, but she was really rude to me and I was mad, but I know I do this in real life and I didn't notice it until now. I've been trying to find out about myself for a long time and when I started playing guitar, listening to Avril, Blink, Sum 41, w/e I have in my house. I also like Led Zepplin, Areosmith and alot of Christian Rock, Pop, Rap music. That's when I realized what my problem was. I tend to listen to people when they are nice to me, and when they get in my face, I get mad. But I could have just been like, ok, thanks for the advice and walked away. I did though ask nicely for her to stop pushing me around. But yeah, I shouldn't have allowed her to get to me, and she wouldn't have pressed on and if she did, she'd be the one that people knew were mean to me and they wouldn't of been so confused. But I do believe there are times you should stand up for yourself, but I guess, my problem is, finding out which time is right. Anyways, that happends in real life too. And then I get told what I already know. lol.
Found out that I think she was a little intimidated by people who she felt knew more , esp if they are new. So I said something and hope she notices it. But I don't think she will. I don't mind admitting I don't know much, but that doesn't mean that what I do know isn't valid.
I said that I think that the more you know about music, the better a musician you are. Becuase your options for creativity are endless.
Christy
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