Ok i know this journal isn't for secrets but wateva i'm pouring my heart into it coz no one thats my friend is online on msn or here and my best friend isn't picking up her fone.
OK today i feel like s**t and confused, need guidance reall sooN!!
First at school i feel like im being ditched by my friend whos surpossedly talking bout me behind my back!
second im in a pissed off mood from reading Cherub:the fall, i've read all the books in the series so far but this book makes me so god damn ******** up and angry! ok ok i hate James adams coz what he did to Kerry was unacceptable and he's a ******** thnk that im going to scream sooN! anyways i'm just getting wound up over something stupid but shut uP! ok!! just FARRRCKKKK ok sorry guys but im pissed
ok now next up im getting burden from my big brother who's girlfriend has broken up with him to sorta go off with his best friend, that sucks coz i found out that they've dated for 4 years and also have "done it" alot! ok ok awkward but interesting and pissing me off!!
OK BACK TO CHERUB I"M ANGRY and pm me if u wana talk bout it.. hell im going on the forum about it on its website ok!
next up is my life issue at school again, my teacher hates me and i hate her hehe (i stole a toffe pop from her draw and 2 lollies) anyways also she gave me like a lot of projects and their like due in a week! !! AHHH SUICIDE!!
I think im going to cry but i don't wana!! im not a freak! damnit anyways i need a social life like NOW! coz im dying guys, please!! AHHH anyways i might just go and burn every single copy of CHERUB: the fall because of its anger its given me!! im in just a mid life crisis (even though im like 12) haha anyways now u know my age just kill me now! i don't care, i think im going to suicide.. but i wont coz im not like that. This is pointless and not even helping. IF ONLY I HAD SOME SPECIAL HELP.. ahhh!!
anyways xoxo.. not .. LOVE ME!
 Demy DeAngelo · Fri Sep 07, 2007 @ 10:03am · 0 Comments |
