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~Ehh...ok. Before I get mad~
Well tomorrow is going back to school. Holy shiz man this is gonna be hell xD
I dun wanna go to school, I'ma afraid I'll get older then die T.T Well, I'ma go back wif meh converse and straight hair....So I gonna look good =3 Hopefully sweatdrop
~Life for me (Here comes the explosion watch out)~
Ahh...life. Just itself, life, the word makes me wanna jump. You grow to hate it, then learn to love it. Life is hard, and unfair, cruel and harsh. Life will beat you up until you can't go on, but you can't give-up just because life gets hard. You got to keep going! WHO THE ******** CARES IF YOU CAN'T HOLD OUT ANYMORE!!! Your just effin scared!! Thats all it is, you can't face life because your weak and scared. Easier said then done? Bullshit.
It isn't hard, I've seen people live life to its fullest, and they have had the worst of pasts. They were beat,raped, tortured. And are they still here today? Hell yeah.
Because God loves you, thats all you need to know. It's not hard, you gotta look harder. You gotta see it from an optimistic perspective. You can't always be in a pain hole, saying you'll never make it out. Because you know what??? The hell you'll make it out if you keep up that bull crap.
Defend yourself, teach yourself to be strong, learn it!!! I had to, no one taught me how to defend myself, or how to make them bullies stop calling me names. I taught myself. No, not everyones like me. But damn you if you don't try to learn. Stop relying on other people to do your s**t for you, because friends that you use are gonna get sick of it and leave you. Then you'll cry an effin waterfall and it'll be your fault. Whos fault? YOURS. Thats right. YOURS!
Commit suicide? Dude, ******** get your head checked. You just can't hold out because life doesn't listen to you. WHOOP DE ******** DOO. Uhh duh life is hard, that ain't no miracle. Be strong about it, your alone? No friends? Why the hell should you care? Live life being who you are, instead of finding anyone to be your friend like some lost puppy. Learn how to stand up, you can do it. Don't be there in the ******** corner crying "I don't have friends! I'm alone!" WHO THE ******** CARES??? Get up on your effin legs and learn that you can be strong if you teach yourself. You know that you can be, you just want someone to save your a**. No ones gonna do it hun =3
~Love ******** hurts no duh~
Love hurts ok? Hell yes it hurts. No duh, if you want to be in a relationship first be ******** committed!!!! If your not and your in a relationship then screw you for not having the brains to know that. You can't expect to be in a relationship just because you love that person, love is all you need? HELL NO! You need more then just love, you need to be smart about, think about, because love can be fake and it's gonna hurt hella bad if you don't figure it out sooner. You dunno if you really love her? THEN WHY ARE YOU IN THE ******** RELATIONSHIP THEN????????? How can you question if you love that person? If you do then you do! Of course you can tell! When you love someone your committed! When you love someone you'd jump in front of them when a bullet is headin to them! It's more then that! You just know!!! Don't ever ******** question that in a relationship. Never. Either you love him/her of you don't, end of story.
If you thought love is happy your outta your ******** mind.
~Damn!~
Ugh! Stop coming to me! Duh...I'll be there for you but give me some damn space to breath! Always suffocating me in your pain, always making me the one to "make you feel better" Yes I'll be there for you, yes I'll help you out, YES I'LL BE YOUR PAL but please I'ma human being lemme have some damn air! I'm always helping everyone! Helping them with their life, they don't even notice how damn blind they are, it's not even the fact that they need my help. It's more like common sense. Why come to me if your gonna complain that I didn't help you at all? "Who the hell helped you when you ******** up?" Uhh..I did. Don't act like I didn't do crap. I helped you when you needed me, thats what a friend is for. And you give me s**t on what I should do? THEN WHY ASK ME FOR HELP THEN?????
I have my own problems, you come to me when your hurting just so you can vent out. Who do I go to? I prolly go to my friends to vent out like every once in 3 years, for reals. ~Sadly if more then I apologize~ I'm hurting to, you people act like I'm ok with dealing with your problems when your GIVING me your problems! Not helping with them. Then I get scolded just because I didn't do what you wanted me to do. Ugh! Freakin ppl!
This isn't to tell you not to come to me, but give me space if you know your just giving me bullshit.
Common sense ppl. Common sense.
~Disagree?~
You disagree? Then ok. I really don't give a damn. Not at all. Complain? Spam? Harass me? Do it. Your a** is gonna get reported. Using profanity? Everyone does, its an expression. Not a sin. kk? Grow up.
Cuz I'm already there.
This little girl knows too much, and it's about to get worse. Hate her? Do it. See if I give a damn, piss me off. Your just a fool who hasn't got a life.
Yup. This is me not giving a damn =)
 Pain-Killer 4 Dead Angels · Sun Aug 05, 2007 @ 09:33pm · 2 Comments |
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