Is there somthing wrong with me? My mom just spent a good two hours yelling at me for doing somthing that I didnt even do. My sister demands me to feed the cats while her bf is just laughing at me. If I sound so ******** emo to you people then just stop reading, just stop. I bust my a** for my family and all I get is more chores and a snobbish thank you. I have no clue what I did to deserve this s**t of a life the heavenly father has given me. I do everything Im told to, and I dont even get payed till like every 6 months. And even then, its like "What the hells the point?" I have no one that I love truly enough to spend it on that exist in my world, the people that I do spend it on give me a thank you, a kiss, then throws it in the pile of unwanted. Then Im just Cinderella living under a maniac household and no one cares about me enough to care. My sister keeps complaining about her life and her job when really mine is hell. Taking care of 2 kids and my mother at the same time, I cant even eat at all cuz I dont have any time to. I just want to be loved. I really cant feel that right now and I just want to know whats wrong with me. Im having problems with my friends, I can barely think, I cant even dream anymore. You know what? If all you people reading this are thinking, "What an emo freak, why doesnt she go and kill herself?" Well, you know my quote, "Lifes life, I deal with it," its true to its word, I can deal with this pain Im feeling I can deal with everyone yelling at me and accusing me of s**t I didnt do. What I cant deal with is the feeling of feeling unloved.
 Demmini · Mon Jul 30, 2007 @ 11:13pm · 0 Comments |
