Why does it end up like this Me at the edge Drowning in my tears By myself.. alone I always wonder that Maybe God hates me I don't know why Maybe it's because I'm goth But I never did any thing wrong Is it a sin to be happy I was happy for once in a long time Maybe if I gave up… every one would be happy God why… I loved him so much I guess all those times he said i love you was a lie Maybe I'm not suppose to be happy I guess I really should give up People that say stop don't die They're lying I'm not important If the person I love reads this I'm sorry for ruining your life As long as your happy I should be happy too right I know who you like good luck with her I might be hurt I might be bleeding I might be dieing But that's okay your happy My friends I'll miss you all a lot I'll watch over you and make sure you didn't leave the same way I did It's the most painful death ever A broken heart My last words are" I love you never forget me" After that well Bye
Crap I was reading this and almost cried I remember why I wrote this but things are better now I think I made this like.......like um 3 or 4 months ago but I'm fine now