My life Sucks
Ugh.....This is so ******** rediculous I walked back into lunch of finishing my Final Exam for spanish and i she jess and then i start to talk to her> After a few moments i look down and notice some thing on her arm.I was this huge ******** cut on her arm that she gave her self. Im like what the ******** i wanted so badly to hit her for doing that. But shes going thru all this s**t right know so i dont think she needs that right now.But i was like oh my ******** why the hell would she ******** do that to her self i was so pissed off but i didnt show it. And on top of that i probly have no more friends left jessica ******** is like all depressed now so i dont know what to do with that and i dont even know if she like me anymore cause i think that i make her sick if she was talking about me in her journal i dont know. The only good thing i have in my life right now is becky. But i cant tell her any of my problems cause she to young to get cought up in the problems i have so i dont know what to ******** do anymore its like im going crazy ive been trying not to lose my temper but i keep on losing it easer and easer each day. Ive been thinking about an option that i once considered before but didnt go thrugh with it cuase of jess. but know shes ot there anymore im thinking about it again and now noone is going to care cause nobody is around to care.
Tetsunosuke_Ichimora · Mon Jun 04, 2007 @ 11:42pm · 1 Comments |