• Searching for the peices that aren't there
    Trying to stitch up what no longer exists
    Grasping for the happy memories
    Attempting at a grip on reality
    Clawing for my sanity
    Wishing for a dreamless sleep
    Awaiting pain to take the place of numb
    Ready to give up but holding on to a hopeless dream
    Laughing on the outside
    Writhing on the in
    A mask of serenity
    Becomes my best friend
    The monster is clawing to the surface
    And the facade is breaking
    I fear it won't be much longer
    They'll all know I'm faking
    They say that pain makes you stronger
    That time heals all wounds
    But what they don't tell you
    Is how long you have to wait
    How much you have to go through
    And how much the pain consumes