• I have watched you grow up... has it really been five years?.... I love you Like you are my own child... But you aren't, your related to me... You are the among the few who love me, For being part of your family... It tears me apart, being away from you for so long.... I may have not always been the kindest, Or the wisest... But you love me still the same... I am proud you love me, I am proud to be part of this family that has killed its self... But only because of you... For now all I can offer you in the form of gifts and presents.... Is my Unending Love as your oldest brother... I will be there for you when you need me... I will be there for you when others were not there for me... I will treat you better than I was treated... Because you only deserve the best things in this world... And I hope that I live up to my expectations... As your older brother who has nothing to offer you... But his Unending Love....





    David Allen Bowen,

    Brother of Eric Timothy Utley