• Just call my name...
    You'll be okay.
    I will never leave you to be all alone....~

    I want to forget a lot of things.... but there’s things that are a lot like stains that i cant take off so easily.
    I want to be left alone, to close my eyes in a forgotten flower field &
    dream with tears streaming down my face.

    Float down on a feathery snow and forget.
    Have my last living day, have the last daydream.
    Fluttering wings fly above my head in the Deep-ocean
    blue sky.

    When my eyes open at last, there are no people.
    No animals. Just the tall grass, the warm trees and
    the light lavender sky promising healing.
    Breathing. Blood streaming. Little movement.

    Please let me stay. I do not want to return & go through it again.
    "Just let me fade away..." a sad lonely whispers on the soft lips of the
    wind.
    I can't ever believe good will ever come my way.

    I keep waiting for the sun, but the rain keeps my company.
    Soft touches to my pained face, cools down the heat in my
    burning cheeks.
    The sorrow washing away in the drain...

    Wet strands of dark hair frames this face, pale enough to
    be related to a spirit severed from its body & lips so pink its as
    if she kissed a cut from a finger as it bled.

    Try as I might, i can not wake from this perfect dream
    I wish this can go away but somehow I feels as if one of is leaving.
    I want you to stay by my side, and hold me.... love me.
    So please stay with me.

    But you can't.
    So I stay in this purple skied place, filled with flowers & rain.
    I could live her forever.
    While you go away, while i wait.

    I wanted to tell you the truth,
    Every time I stood beside you.
    But nerves kept getting at me,
    Leaving me wordless but full of my feelings.