• whenever I try to fall asleep, all I think of is how you:

    *call my name
    *laugh at our inside jokes
    *hold me
    *refuse to give up on me
    *look at me

    But then I think of you you seem to like her so much but when she is off acting dumb and you look at me I cant help but to want to strike her for not appreciating what she has because I dont believe you know the way I feel so tomorow if I remember after yet a sleepless night I may work up the nerve to tell you. Or maybe I should just keep my mouth shut, because if you dont feel this way then why should I? Maybe I'm just a foolish girl, caught up in a lost cause. If I felt that way, wouldn't I have realized it by now? Maybe you feel this way then why should I ignore whats inside? Oh whatever I'm going to stop thinking and just try to get some sleep tonight.