• You watch me
    Over and Over
    You knew me so well
    Better than I know
    Myself, know who I am
    You kept track
    Of where I went
    Where I was
    You just watched
    You're a nightmare
    You're my nightmare
    A nightmare come to life


    You knew me
    I didn't know you
    You thought you loved me
    I didn't know you existed
    Then it happened
    The flowers
    The chocolates
    Mysteriously appearred
    I freaked out
    As you watched
    I didn't know how
    I didn't want to
    But I knew
    I knew you watched
    I knew you waited
    But what for
    You're some nightmare
    A nightmare of mine in real life


    Driven to the brink
    Brink of insanity
    Paranoid
    Thought you stalked
    Stared, waited, watched
    I freaked out
    I couldn't take it
    It was all wrong
    I was nice
    I was smart and funny
    I had friends and I was cute
    Why was I like this?
    Why did you choose me?


    Broken hearts can't survive
    You're without thy love
    You shall die
    Goodbye

    It appeared by him
    The love of my life
    I was done with it
    With life
    You win
    You ruined my life
    I lost my boyfriend
    I lost my best friend
    I lost my mother
    And my brother
    My dad was a mess
    My sister said yes
    Yes to marriage
    To a normal life
    I couldn't because you won
    My worst nightmare, you won
    My nightmare come to life
    You've won your due

    Jump and breathe. No looking back. Nightmares chase me. Down the way. Into the water. They swirl. They twirl. They mock me hoping I won't survive. Your face appears. I don't know you. You smile. Say take my hand. But I don't. Don't save myself. I push myself down. Despair and lonliness catches me. Together they pull me to the bottom as you frown from above. Then everyone's laughing. I don't know why. I look around. I'm back at school. I'm just sitting there. And there you are. Just watching me. As they laugh. You smile. I scream. And the laughter drowns out my screams of pain. My face of shame. The dignity I had gone.

    Nightmare come to life
    Why did you choose me?
    Nightmare come to life
    Why can't I see?