• i hurt, where i have never hurt before,
    my heart hurts,
    full of conflicting emotions,
    happiness,
    sadness,
    love,
    hate,
    emotions i do not even know the name of,
    emotions,
    confusing me,
    turning me in circles,
    hurting me,
    filling me,
    filling me with bad feelings,
    filling me with pain,
    with depression,
    i hurt,
    but i shouldn't,
    i want to be happy,
    i should be happy...
    but i'm not,
    i don't feel like laughing,
    don't feel like smiling,
    only feel like curling into a ball,
    and crying,
    but it makes no sense,
    i should be happy...