• You know my darkest secrets.
    You know all my tricks.
    You stayed up all night with me.
    ...
    What happened?
    All of a sudden something Snapped.
    We lost it.
    The phhone calls got shorter,
    The coldness got colder and colder.
    Now it's come to this.
    I barely talk.
    You barely talk.
    You don't care anymore?
    Is that it?
    Do you want me to dissapear?
    For forever?
    Just to lose contact?
    To forget my voice?
    Just to lose all those feeling?
    My feelings...
    Those bittersweet memories..
    They mean nothing to you?
    They mean everything to me...
    You stopped. I'm sure...
    You've stopped caring.
    Stoped loving?
    I love you.
    Do you still love me?
    Those feelings...
    Our feelings...
    Feelings we've shared...
    Gone? Into an abyss?
    Perhaps...
    Gone with the winds of time?
    We grow apart...
    That kills me inside.
    Eats me at night...
    Slowly I relize...
    Love is such a powerful thing...
    It can make people happy,
    Make people sad,
    Make people hate.
    Kill even.,
    Kill you ask?
    Yes, kill.
    As of right now I'm dying.
    Dying because of you.
    Dying knowing,
    deep down,
    You didn't care.
    It was a lie.
    Everything was a lie.
    Lies.
    Lies of us.
    I was just another girl wasn't I?
    Added to your list?
    How many times must I cry?
    How many times do I have to bleed?
    How many times do I have to abuse everything around me?
    People, achohol, myself?
    What then?
    Do I stop?
    Stop trying?
    Stop loving?
    Stop living?
    All three?
    I mean nothing don't I...
    Love kills.
    It's killing me.
    Death?
    The end of us?
    Yes the end of us?
    The end of everything.
    Forever.
    I'm done.
    I don't want to live.
    Live with your memories.
    Your memories of,
    Late night phone calls,
    Sweet text messages,
    loving emails.
    Your memories...
    One memory haunts me the most..
    When I first came upon your excistance.
    When you put me under a spell.
    A spell I still haven't broken.
    Do you love me?
    Yes? No? Why?
    I feel like I'm not worth loving.
    Low as dirt.
    I give up.
    I want to leave.
    Fresh start.
    Someplace new.
    Goodbye.
    Goodbye ,
    You one boy I've loved,
    Cried over,
    Fought over,
    Dreamt about.
    Goodbye...