• Can you possibly fathom how it feels
    To live without the unparalleled thing
    That you really, truly, genuinely want
    That makes your heart throb and sing?

    Presumptively, you haven’t
    Or you’d beyond doubt be like me
    Closemouthed from the inside out
    Yearning, thriving, wanting just to see

    That one person I truly undoubtedly want
    The only one to end my bliss less drought
    Passing to me a sliver of happiness
    And then, on spur of moment, I’m free of all doubt

    At that very moment, I think it gratifying
    When I’m floating buoyantly on thin air
    Then I’m plummeting downward
    When I realize they’re no longer there

    Do you realize how that feels?
    To be a carapace, abandoned and hollow
    Knowing nothing but to brace yourself
    For the pain that inevitably follows

    Living without the sole thing on this great Earth
    Heaven or Hell, that makes you whole, completes you
    It is not a desirable life, believe me when I say
    The emptiness is not something you wish to live through

    The forsaken, deceiving semblance slowly furnishes me
    With outlandish animosity and a strong desire
    When my only prize in life, my love, is gone
    To burn everyone and everything with hate as my fire

    Great Earth, Sky above, Divine Heaven, and the depths of Hell
    Bellow for me at once, each in attempt to gain me with lure
    I lament, I scream, I fall to my knees, and ruefully for my suffering,
    For this terrible affliction, there is no cure.