• They tell me to write to escape my pain
    But how can I write when I don't know
    What's wrong or what caused this
    Why I am feeling so down

    What is there to write about
    When all I can think about is a swirling cloud
    Of confusion over everyone I've lost
    Everything that's gone wrong

    The present doesn't help
    I'm falling faster everyday
    This pit of despair is my home
    And my home is another mess

    I can't quite get a grip on
    What's making me feel so displaced
    Like a victim of war
    Or someone lost at sea

    They tell you it will get better
    It hasn't gotten better for me
    I can see the future unfolding
    History will repeat