• Take this heart and give me a black hole, let me use it to destroy my soul. Let me kill it all, the pain, the pieces, let me evolve into a heartless species. Don't try to stop me, I just need to see, to see in the darkness. I need a light, but I've lost all my fight, where have you gone, oh light of mine? where have you gone, light who had shone so strong..? the light has fled, or is it dead? crushed to nothing, deep inside my head. between the wish and the reality, all along just burning inside of me. It's used up, gone along with the words to tell, the words that tell what makes my insides hell.the sound of my cry, muffled by the blackened sky, I reach, expectant of a hand, to find nothing as I turn to sand. disintegration, natural elimination, i'm falling slowly, down the hourglass, waiting, just waiting for time to pass. I pound and pound, fists to the glass, it's impossible, i cannot pass. trapped inside, like a soul to the ether, my body losing all ties that tether me here, things I kept near. tears stop short, sand just freezes, like nothing I've seen, the pressure eases. Only a moment a moment of rest, what comes next, that's the real test. My chest opens wide, exposing the inside, the sand flows in, the heart is grasped, hands reach out, trying to clasp. A failed attempt, the heart is gone, sand still filling, making me numb.one last cry, one final breath, one more chance to preserve this chance. reaching up, i grab ahold, force too strong, it's getting cold. Colder now, my body turns, my heart is gone, for it I yearn. my chest closes together, heart now gone forever. a shadow slips through my agape lips. a saddened expression, it stares at me, like a depressed obsession, it evaporates. it's over, this evolution, it's now the solution. as heartless, as emotionless, as thoughtless. as loveless