WHo I am and my down fall!

• Artist: -Marshmellow_Maiden-
• Description: Look inside on a suicide.
• Date: 07/04/2009
• Tags: down fall

I feel as though it will never leave.
I can't see anything anymore but rage
I can't hear you anymore it has deafened me.
I can't feel you anymore
how can I be complete

I run I hide
I buy my time
Until some one sees
all of the horrible things that make me.

Such a disgrace doesn't belong here
The words I relinguish are true
But no matter who or what I am
I will always love you

How can I think
Why can't I see I'm
another sucide to be
I havenothing to live for
I hate what i see
I'll be damned if anyone misses me

Can't find my soul
my hearts not alined
i'm not sure if i'll live this time

the blade touches skin
the red rain begins
and all I can feel is the lonleyness inside
and as i breathe a last breath
I hope they forget
My body is cold like nights in december
I pray to god I do not remember

Comments

[Perpetual Odyssey]

Beautiful, dark, and personal. I love it. If this is about you please... I know life is hard but DON'T DO IT. Life will get better if you don't give up hope. I promise you. I have been in dark tunnels too.. and in someways I still am... and I can see light. You can too. Love you. *hug*

[Shadowashes]

I like it. Very descriptive and dark and it makes you want to help her.