• I’m obligated to say As We walked threw each day walking backward.

    Threw the trees and falling leaves and tall grass. We pass and we fall listening to the birds call.

    Silent and lonely thinking of the one I would rather be holding. Things just made more sense when we were together.

    Since the day that I met her since the day that she left.
    Slowly wasted away killing myself till I’m out of breath. Knowing I can never feel the exact way again.

    We were never more than friends but something made me want to be more. Sadly it seems I’ve said this all once to many times before.

    My heart now cold and small because I gave it away too many times. I now know why every night the dreams invade my mind.

    Now I just sit and lay awake imaging I’m back on that lake. Imagining I’m still sitting near the edge of the dock with my feet in the water

    The subtle wind blowing in my hair. I look at you and hope that you don’t catch my eyes as I continue to stare. Your eyes closed and you seem more at peace with me then I ever seen you in school.

    For one moment you could be yourself and not have to deal with what you felt, while surrounded by your friends. This is were my story ends.

    We will never be together because We can’t. I’d say more but why should I?, when I could just leave it at that.

    Just a childhood friend. A childhood memory, and nothing more. Maybe that’s why I think Ive said this all before.