• What are dreams to you?
    What are dreams to me?
    To me, they are everything.
    They keep me sane.
    My dreams make me go on.
    But people step on them.
    I dreamt of acting, becoming famous and most of all,
    Respected.
    No one ever respects me.
    I dreamt of marrying a man.
    Handsome, hardworking, but most of all,
    He sees me for who I am.
    And not how I look.
    All guys are like that at school.
    And I have to put up with it.
    Every single, stinking day.
    Girls tease me for how i look,
    And what I do.
    I'm alone.
    But somewhere else,
    I have friends that I can trust.
    You always say: "Study! Do this! Stop reading that book!"
    And the most hurtfull of all:
    "Why arent you like her?"
    And another thing: Anime is not a hobby. It's a life.
    Its my life.
    And you cant take it away.
    You always ask why I don't study.
    I hate studying. I like learning.
    I learn more at school than at home reviewing.
    It seems like you never understand me.
    I yearn for the freedom,
    Which you never give me.