• Shattering feeling in the deepest parts of me
    You walk away like nothing happened
    You don’t even look back and see
    I stand there as I take the blow

    I fall to my knees
    I watch you disappear into the street
    I’ve gone to the deepest parts of the cities
    I thought you would something more

    I never knew what went wrong
    But things were falling apart
    Although we loved each other for so long
    I thought you were the one.

    I could feel the flame die down
    Memories are just fading away
    I saw your smile turn to a frown
    I knew your were feeling something else

    People past me by with umbrellas as it begins to rain
    The heart wrenching shatter is breaking me down
    Though the rain covers that I’m crying it doesn’t cover
    My pain.

    I get up and walk away
    From the spot where you hurt me
    To go home and past the day
    By throwing your crap out.

    Looking at our photos
    I drew the picture of you
    With angel wings and halos
    ‘Cause I thought you were perfect

    I can’t look at these
    I keep imagining you
    In thousands of armies
    But it’s not real.

    Cause I thought you the right one
    I see you in my dreams
    I just wonder
    What went wrong!



    I need you for everything
    But your heart as already
    Done it’s closing.
    And it won’t let me in.


    I’m starting to lose it.
    But I can’t stop seeing
    The visions of you that just won’t quit.
    I’m not sane.

    I’m going insane
    I keep hearing your name
    Over and over again

    It’s over I continue to repeat.
    I pull on my hair
    But I keep hearing your heartbeat
    In the back of my head.

    It’s been about two years
    Since you left me.
    I hope your guilt is clear
    Cause I’m still living the scene.

    Sleepless nights
    Are doing me no good.
    The skylights
    Don’t make my view any brighter.

    I need you in my life.
    You were my everything
    I’ll buy a pocketknife
    To end my suffering.

    I walk out of my home
    I see you across the street.
    I thought you were a syndrome
    But you weren’t

    Flashes of memory
    I remember something of you
    You were so bitchy
    I always hated you for that.

    I hated a lot of things
    Your constant reminds of calling you
    Darling.
    I hate saying that.

    I hate what you said
    Saying my head was too big
    And you called a bighead.
    To my face.

    I hated what you spread
    You were almost like a drug
    You were almost a purebred
    Everybody wants you.

    But not I
    I can’t see your face
    You were like an annoying housefly
    Buzzing by my head.

    Annoying the crap out of me
    You may hate this
    But some people agree.
    You and I weren’t meant to be

    So you broke my heart.
    I can fix it
    And begin a new start.
    Without you.