• The world doesn't always give you what you want. All I want to do is lay down on the trampoline in the rain and cry. I wish I could have better, but I don't so why even try. A lot of my friends are not my friends and want to be a "classmate" when I feel alone the most. I find myself cry myself asleepevery night. When all I want is to be loved, I get nothing. As a Mormon teen girl it can be too hard to be me. So many things going wrong. As medical and puberty problems come, I want to cry and be loved for just one time.
    I have a feeeling that I won't get through it.

    But I should try