• look at where I settle
    here on the ground
    lieing right here
    feeling unfound

    I know that they pieced me
    with their knives and swords
    I know that they captured me
    but do I want to be free of theses cords?

    The beast with in me
    hurt my friends
    wounded them
    afraid of me
    tried to help me
    but i let it all go

    I am not saying i don't love them as sister and brother
    I am saying rather die, then kill
    people say to me
    why is there a point in living when your not needed
    I am needed just not right now
    because my heart has been emptied, hoping to be filled

    the love everybody gets
    the hate that everyone has
    the love when the hit me
    the hate when they see me
    do i like this
    no
    do they like this
    i guess so

    so please unseal my cursed beast
    let me free from these cords
    for the circle around me
    my bubble
    will break, and everyone in peace
    I rather not die
    but i will, for the people can lie
    and relax