• i don't know what i can do anymore
    my minds ahead of me and my life's going out the door

    i don't know what to do should i put a knife to my heart
    who knows i might just start
    all over again when that dream does not haunt me now
    they say u have a soul
    well i don't know if i believe what they are telling me
    should i put myself to the test
    all i want is to be free
    from the nightmares thats haunting me
    as i cut my throat
    then i see
    things i shouldn't have seen
    on my grave they play a happy tone
    to signal me away
    but i am not happy with the place i am in
    i had a dream but now it's crap
    as they cry tears that i am gone
    i cry tears cause of my new home.