• In a dreamscape littered with broken nightmares
    I come to you to speak to you in a language older than life
    A language poisoned with riddles, and riddled with poison
    Follow me open your eyes you who are blind
    And I will show you
    Something different from your reflection refusing to greet you in the mirror
    Something different from your tongue rising to take a journey down your throat
    I will show you madness in a blot of ink
    A rorschach test which you’re sure to fail
    In a post apocalyptic paradise of squalor and desperation
    I come to you to touch you with fingers older than death
    Fingers burning with longing, and longing for burning
    I created my own religion
    And became it’s antichrist
    I will show you what pitch black sounds like
    And what dead silence tastes like
    And what delirium looks like
    And what dementia smells like
    And what hallucinations feel like
    This is a sick cosmic revolving door of suffering splendor
    This is an extremely realistic unreality
    This is an extremely unrealistic reality
    This is a logical contradiction
    An intentional fallacy becomes an unintentional truth
    Death becomes life
    White becomes down
    Black becomes east
    This is a paradox
    THE paradox
    The badass grandmother of all paradoxes
    b is a letter
    q is a letter
    p is a letter
    d is a letter
    They are all letters
    THEY ARE ALL THE SAME ******** LETTER
    I crawled out of my own skin
    And it fell to the ground not with a thud
    But with a whimper that sounded like a scream
    I sucked the blood out of time
    And made sweet love to space
    If death is come I welcome it
    We’re old pals
    My television asked me if it was my first time
    And I said yes be gentle
    And then it rammed a baseball bat into a place where baseball bats are not welcome
    But “Louisville Slugger” would be a good slang word for a piece of s**t
    My sense of self respect died of inoperable cancer
    Which is ironic because my sense of self respect was inoperable cancer
    It didn’t receive a proper burial
    I hung it’s head on a spike as a warning to my other characteristics to stop ******** with my being
    Insanity makes sense at the eleventh hour of the third day of deprivation
    A journey of a thousand miles starts with one step
    But so does a journey off of the top of a building
    And that would take you farther than any other journey could
    You could travel a million miles and still return
    But we won’t be seeing you next tuesday if you flatten your bones into paper
    Onto which is etched a crude etymology
    My simplicity is vulgar
    My vulgarity is euphoric
    My euphoria is simplistic
    Is your head spinning yet?
    Yes?
    Well then you better go catch it!
    Is this diamond or paste?
    Are you diamond or paste?
    Are you flesh or feign?
    Do you taste the pressure of my words?
    Do you hear the density of my language on your skin?
    At the end of the universe I wait
    Whether you measure that place in time or distance
    I wait for you
    I wait in vain for such a distance can not be traveled
    Such a time cannot be elapsed
    But still I wait
    For a sign
    For a savior
    For a reprieve from this constant pleasure
    An epic summary
    A bright shimmering luminescent black
    An inversion of existence
    A subversion in the archaic liquid of kings of lepers
    A mottled appendage of exquisite perfection
    This and all things I give to your mind before dawn
    Taste the madness in your cerebellum
    Smell the insanity in your occipital lobe
    Hear the craziness in your memory
    Know that I was here, am here, will be here
    Since the dawn of time, during the reign of time, until the end of time
    Despise, loath, detest, deny, refuse, reject, me
    I am the first and youngest son
    Rotting in a ditch on a hot summer day
    I am a golden ball
    Hidden in the womb of a jackal
    I am birth, life, death
    I am love, learn, hate
    I am
    What I am