• i cant help but wonder what withers inside
    will my lips cease to mutter these tamable lies
    it calls out my name from wild disputes
    as it sits and it waits for my time to commute
    what is this hungry grumble i hear
    why does the sight of the light make me fear
    whats out drenched in the desert, it calls out to me
    awaits my commitment to motherly need
    my feet have now taken me all of this way
    its time to decide what happens today

    my motion now stopped, i have come to collide
    with the fear that i dragged throughout all of these miles
    as this object protrudes from the cracks in the earth
    as the door slowly opens to renew this birth
    but now at the edge of my feet i decide
    to live my life open to common disguise
    the fear that instructed this confusion reminds
    to the birth that now wandered, waiting to die

    "NO!" I tell myself that it's time to go
    cannot be bottled by the fear that still grows
    i then take my steps, one inch at a time
    to figure the puzzle to decode all these rhymes
    i stand at the base of this door and i fear
    that the life on the other side is too near
    to the evil that has brought pain to this world
    to the life in the gutter we wish to uncurl

    But now under my feet growls the horrors inside
    the cracks of the earth, waiting for me to die
    i sink slowly under, holding my breath
    and let go of the tension to put me to rest
    it was one more step to the other side
    but its too late to wonder about why i died
    Trapped under the earth by the fear i can trust
    to bring me to bliss with one little touch

    It's a demon that grows upon constant regret
    or a goddess of earth that time will forget
    It's the lies that provide the surface we hide
    or the undying wish of that was once divine