• I feel like you're surrounding me.
    Whenever I walk,
    I swear I hear people talk -
    saying your name.
    I see you in the shadows,
    around corners,
    And I think I'm losing it.
    I can't forget you.

    My mind, my heart,
    my body, and my soul
    need you here.
    My desire to be with you,
    is driving me to break.
    I just can't forget...

    When I am near you,
    my knees shake
    my palms sweat.
    My thoughts race.
    I lose the ability
    to think.

    Are things always, always
    going to be like this?
    There has to be a way
    to have you.
    To hold you and
    know you care, too.

    I worry and fret
    getting so upset...

    Are you alright?
    Will things be the same
    or different tomorrow?
    My hopes and my questions
    are one in the same.

    Will we have
    each other tomorrow?
    or the next day?
    or the next week?
    I can't wait any longer.
    Something has to be done.
    But I can't ask...
    I just can't!

    I don't know what to do.
    or even why I love
    you so much.

    But my feelings are there,
    and shall not go away.
    Until I have what I need
    you are my blood, my air.

    This is to you, Ethan Sturgill.
    You have my heart.