• This isnt easy for me to say

    but I feel it must be said

    I dont think theres anyway

    to get around this dread

    Though time has passed I cant deny

    how much it pains me now

    to hear your name and want to cry

    but tears I wont allow

    Saddening to know I still care

    after all of this mess

    after so much pain and despair

    I love you still regardless

    you cannot expect me to forget

    the days of faded dreams

    I try to hide that Im upset

    I bottle my silent screams

    Your face it brings no joy

    as I remember the past

    when once you were my boy

    How long must this pain last

    in my heart I cannot lie

    my feelings remain so true

    I wished we never said goodbye

    I will always love you