• I hear the gun shots start
    Not from a distance
    But from my heart

    Knowing that the war has started
    And you and I
    Have brutally parted.

    I think about your last words to me
    I looked into your eyes
    Knowing I wasnt going to be happy.

    Thoughts went through my mind
    Both good and bad
    Both Angry and and cold
    Both happy and sad

    You said "I love you", then left
    Leaving me at the front door
    Unhappy, unrest

    As I look out into the night, watching you walk on
    Praying for you to god
    For you to come back healthy and strong

    Now I hear guns start
    Not from a distance
    From my heart

    Wishing you hadn't
    Joined this violent parade
    From the start

    I held the rose you gave me
    Still felt your lips on mine
    I looked into the stars
    and Instead saw your face shine

    As long lonely days go by
    The whole in my heart gets bigger
    as I from you..i dont get a sign

    Day by day...I wait by the door
    Till one evening
    I heard a engine's roar

    Flinging the door open
    I see a tall man walking towards me
    Then holding out a cap
    He sighs and hugs me.

    I knew you were gone
    From a long time ago
    Knowing god had taken you away from me
    I knew i didnt trust god anymore.

    Dropping to the ground
    My legs are weak
    My eyes sight is blury
    Im unable to speak

    I might as well die
    Life is pointless with out him
    Living life without him
    Is like commiting a sin

    Then I look down at my belly
    and its roundness fills my sight
    Knowing that a second him
    was coming some night

    Now as I look out at the sky
    I hear guns start
    Not from a distance
    But from the heart....