• Never Forget
    By: Karen Vazquez AKA Loner


    Don't ever forget your first time
    You might regret it
    The day you lost a part of you

    We've hung out everyday
    Clung to waist to waist
    Did I really love him?

    I had laughed with him
    I enjoyed dancing with him
    Was he nothing more than a friend?

    The day we decided to prove our "love"
    We rented a smell-like-s**t room
    Didn't he want it somewhere special?

    He grasped me tightly
    No space between us
    No tension within the room

    I then realized something...
    I loved him more than anything
    I cherished his perveted jokes

    It didn't matter where we were
    As long as we had each other
    Nothing else mattered in this crappy world... or so I thought

    We had fun in that room
    Also in his bathtub, kitchen counter
    Even his livingroom

    I regret one thing though
    When I said to him, "I love you more than anything"
    Did he feel the same way?

    ...A week later
    I announced I was pregnant with his child
    The next night... he took off

    Not even saying goodbye
    Or "I love you"
    I guess the feeling wasn't mutual

    I still don't regret it though
    I loved him then and now
    Yes, sadly, I still love that ******** b*****d

    But love has it's way to sting you back
    Even love has its own bloody thorns
    You just gotta watch out for them

    Beautiful or not
    It's still deadly
    Inside and out