• I....cant feel much
    If...I can feel anything,
    your coming, closer now,
    and you just threw me away.....for her

    and how could you expect,
    me to be the same, nothing could ever make me forget,
    how you tortured me with sweetness
    then you left me lying defeated, by you my old love
    nothing will ever compare, the way you made me feel
    I self-loathed, devoted and died.


    I felt abandoned and it was by you
    all of my loathing I did it for you
    I thought you would be there time after time
    nothing will be there your no longer mine
    and now I cry and yell by death im awake
    nothing could extricate the feel the warmth the happiness
    the hate the love the rightousness


    I need my space, and I feel replaced
    your no longer with me dont call me your friend
    I want to die...and break down and cry
    everythings spinning I think I am dead