• the words i said..
    sealed in my head... sealed in my blood..
    as i bleed them out.. for not being able to keep to them.. i cant deal with this... my hands bleed and the words leave.... they escape me... like i never said them.. for i tried to mean them.. but i couldnt so i set them free to be wild for another time...
    the ones that say, i will never leave you... the ones that say, i can handle it... the ones that say, i promise... but then i never said how well i could keep a promises... eternity rushes through my veins as every day passes the pain of distance and unbeing stabs me in the heart...
    The time where i say im sorry must be now as this blood leaves my body, i inch closer and closer to death... I say sorry now and depart from you with being, please dont be mad, please dont be sad, or i will have to make these wounds fatal..
    so just remember...
    I love you, these words stay forever, never leaving... Let these words stay in your heart...
    So now we depart, from this love relationship, as it doesnt die, but it is simply set aside, not to be touched, for it is sacred and unforgotten, let it be left alone, not to gain dust, but to always gain the meaning, the meaning that time brings. Our love locked away, like a soul is to the body. We leave this relationship now, and it sits to live forever on, please forgive me, for i have wronged you.
    it is indeed a regretful decision... but is one i must make, it had lots of immense consideration.
    It was one of the hardest decisions i've ever made, but i have made it, be with someone who can shine the light down upon you, who can be there to hold you and hug you, to be with you when you are sad.