• On the outside(mind)
    Sun rises and its time for me to go
    Hope I don't let my true feelings show
    Some words I'll never say
    By the time I get to school
    The wall is strong
    I'm gonna keep my cool
    All day long
    Nothing is gonna break me
    No one's gonna cause me misery
    Suddenly, around the bend
    I walk into a dead end
    Red flushes my cheeks
    Why did I run away?
    Hadn't seen him in weeks
    And in that moment
    I couldn't find anything to say
    My wall has a dent
    A place I can't mend
    There was once someone who filled that hole
    The pain was more than I can condole
    With the exception of that
    There's no matter I cannot tend
    I know for a fact
    That I'm not going back
    No one's gonna take me off track
    I just have to face my fears
    Have to put up a strong fight
    No more tears
    Everything's gonna be alright

    On the inside (heart)
    So tired of having to hide
    My heart knows
    I need him at my side
    Can't take anymore blows
    I know this is wrong I probably should have moved on
    But who could let
    A love that grew over those years
    Go without any tears?
    I bet
    No one has
    Some wounds time just won't heal fast
    I've thought of letting go
    Give up this pain
    Never let it happen again
    But my heart says no
    I should be grateful
    For those few happy days
    But I can't help think, "I was faithful!"
    I did everything his ways
    Put my heart out there
    All those promises were lies
    Do you think this is fair?
    To be fooled by such deceitful eyes
    Yet I keep coming back taking in more pain
    He makes me smile
    I'd want to stay for a longer while
    Even if it meant that I had to go through it again